So... Awesome Squad really hasnt been up to much, hmmm? I mean, some of us were at Glenns the other day, and a few were at the fifties shindig... I think we were all at Stefanies birthday...

Does anyone else see something wrong with this?? I'm tlaking about the fact that we dont get together anymore?? And why is THAT children? Is it perhaps because I havent taken it upon myself to organize something new and exciting for you guys?? Is it because maybe I got just a little tired of having to always be the one planning everything?? I work so hard to make sure everyone can go to an AS event.. i spend a lot of time scheming so that we dont always have to do the same old. And for the few weeks/ month that I decide, " hmm, you know what? im going to let someone else take charge!" oh, what a suprise, nothing happens. Would you look a that.

You know what, I love you guys, and we have so much fun together.. but I dont know, are we not as good of friends as I like to think we are?? Maybe we should spend some time just hanging out... getting to *actually* know each other. I mean, Glenn, you like to say how deep you are, so maybe show us that. Kevin, you keep all kinds of things to yourself. Stef, You post on your blog about how much no one knows about you, and you know what? I for one, would like to know.

Heres the punchline: I might be moving to Vancouver at the end of the summer. And if were going to stay friends after that.. well, then were going to have to go the extra mile and get just a little bit closer. And if thats not the kind of friendship youre looking for-- if you just want me to be the entertaining party planner that makes you laugh one friday a month, then so be it. I can do that til the end of the year. But if you want to be good friends... Not that you necessarily do, I mean, im not THAT great, then you name the time and place, and I'll be there.